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Monday, 24 August 2009

  • I'm back in Chiang Mai... back at the books! We're just getting into classes today and I'm so excited about learning, growing and changing--all things I know will happen while sitting under all this quality teaching. I'm here for three weeks of classes and then, if things work out as planned, will be moving out to a native Bible School a few hours from here.

    This is also a shout out to those of you who are not on my email update/prayer list and would like to be--please let me know by emailing me or else messaging me on here or FB (and include your email address so i don't have to go hunt that up :p). I will probably not be posting much of  my activities in detail on xanga or FB.
    Thanks!

     

     

Sunday, 10 May 2009

  • Currently
    Not for Sale: The Return of the Global Slave Trade- And How We Can Fight It
    By David Batstone, Lloyd James
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    ...moving to chiang mai

    I'm feeling lazy so I'm going to copy the email I sent to my IGO family. :)

    Only have one more week of school left!!!!  I have loved living here, loved being a teacher to my first graders, loved making my circle of friends even wider, and most of all loved watching God work in my life as He showed me more of His heart and more of what He wants me to become. This has been one of those times in my life that I entered thinking, "God I really hope you know what you're doing here cuz I sure don't! I mean seriously, teaching first grade in a Mennonite school was the last thing that ever crossed my mind!" And now as I am about to leave I look back and realize once again that His ways of thinking are so much higher then mine, and so, SO much better. I needed this year. And He knew that.

        But He's asked me to move on now. And this time He's taking me back to Asia! I'm going to be joining Becky Stoltfus with Ransom Ministries in August (for those of you who haven't heard of it, Ransom Ministries is a ministry to sexually exploited women and teens). I'll be doing the 2nd year classes at IGo and then Rosa King and I will be moving out to May's village for our three month internship. I'm so excited.....and humbled at the same time--I feel like I have so little to offer, and am so insignificant in the face of the stronghold of sex trafficking that satan has in Chiang Mai. But the verses that I keep going back to as I pray are from Psalm 18:31-35:
    For who is God besides the LORD? And who is the Rock except our God? It is God who arms me with strength and makes my way perfect. He makes my feet like the feet of a deer; he enables me to stand on the heights. He trains my hands for battle; my arms can bend a bow of bronze. You give me your shield of victory, and your right hand sustains me;  (
    KJV says "so that my arms can break a bow of steel"!). I am resting in that. If you think of me, though, pray as I prepare to leave. I'm only beginning to realize how huge this stronghold is and how desperately I am going to need people who are willing to be warriors for me in prayer.
     
     
     
       

Saturday, 14 March 2009

  • Currently
    Revolution In World Missions
    By K.p. Yohannan
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    reflections

    I've been perfectly awful at staying up to date with xanga! No excuses... just haven't taken the time!

    Life/God have been really good to me. School is going well... can't believe I only have nine weeks left. These past 6 months have really truly disappeared. And it makes me wonder how much I've done, whether or not I've wasted what God gave me, if I've accomplished what He brought me here to do?? I hope so.  For those of you who are wondering, no I'm not teaching again next year. God's been opening doors else where... details are still being worked out with all of that... so we'll see what happens.  Sometimes I get a little tired of this--it seems like I put my roots down somewhere, make so many new friends and stay there for awhile, only to tear away from all of it and move on again, to make more friends.... in some ways it would be so nice to be able to just settle for awhile... but then again, maybe I'll never do that until I go Home. And on the positive side, I absolutely love the new experiences, ever-widening circles of friends, and unfamiliar worlds it opens up to me!

    So here's to the unexplored places, life changing adventures, never ending frontiers of following God where ever He leads!!

     

     

     

Saturday, 18 October 2008

  • My Kelly came to spend almost a week with me!!! Fun doesn't describe the week, neither does good... it was seriously a gift straight from Heaven! It felt so good to be with someone who really truly knew me! I have so many friends down here in SC but I still feel like so much like the new kid around here and it was so good to be with somebody again that I didn't have to explain ANYthing to--she just knew it all and understood already!

    Just a few pictures and memories from the week:
    ~Hangin' out in Abbeville Square
    ~Cooking Thai and Asian food pretty much every night
    ~Girls night at my house (we cooked up some gyros and fried rice and invited a bunch of my friends over for some girl time. I felt so grown-up playing Hostess at a party in MY house!!!)
    ~Fruit smoothies in the courtyard of Abbey's Alley

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    Thankyou Kelly for taking the time and spending the money to come be with me.... love ya girlfriend!!!

    This school year is disappearing already. Next week we'll be done with the first quarter! A few pix Kelly took for me (I hardly ever pull out my camera at school and it really is a shame).

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    For those of you who have been asking about mom... She is nearly finished with her radiation and chemo treatments. We found out, as of several weeks ago, that surgery is not an option at all and so the doc had wanted to give her an extra 9 radiation treatments at a higher level. It was a pretty hard decision for mom because there was a lot of risk involved but the doc felt that the benefits outweighed the risk and she is allowed to stop whenever she wants to. The treatments have been pretty rough on her and when I talked to her yesterday she was seriously considering not finishing out the two that are left. Its so hard to know what to do in some of those decisions--Mom has always preferred quality of life above quantity and yet we want to do everything we can to beat the cancer. We don't know what's happening from here out... but we do know she's in Good Hands. Someone told me recently when I said that, that I sound pretty brave.... I just wanna say that I don't always feel so very brave... I'm just hanging on tight to Him because I have no other option!! And once again, go give your mom a hug today if you haven't yet and tell her how much you love her.

     

Sunday, 05 October 2008

  • I find this statement extremely fascinating...   "It is vitally important what you laugh at. It is vitally important what you weep at.  What breaks your heart tells God who you are. And what makes you laugh tells God who you are." --Ravi Zacharias


     

     

Wednesday, 03 September 2008

  • So the first week of school is behind me and the second is half way done already! Kind of a strange feeling. Things have been going good considering the fact that sometimes I'm not really sure what 'going good' is supposed to be in a properly organized classroom taught by an organized, proper, 9-years-of-experience teacher! (pretty sure that was a run-on sentence but since I don't teach what run-on sentences or fragments or any such thing of the sort are, i really can't say that i care!) Instead I teach /a/ as in apple and /m/ as in monkey and that 1+2=3 and that it IS necessary to raise your hand before you talk, and that you don't push and shove in a line and that you raise your hand before you talk and that you raise your hand before you.... did i mention that you're supposed to raise your hand before you talk??? seriously, i think that's my most repeated phrase in a days time! They're such a sweet lovable bunch of kids though and yes, every single one of them has wormed their way right into my heart.  

    L to R is Briana, Destinee, Adam, Kaitlyn, and Learesize

    I actually went home to VA last weekend. I left on Thursday and came back Monday (we had off for Labor Day). I don't know how many of you have heard that mom's cancer is back. This time the tumor is on her sancrum which is the last bone on her spine. She's taking chemo and radiation and will be for a few more weeks. She's been dealing with a lot of pain too. That's been the hardest for me to watch. Anyways, I don't feel like writing a lot on here, so if you want details you can email me. And pray for her if you think about it. And go give your mom a hug if you haven't yet today... their one of the gifts God gives that we take the most for granted until something threatens to take them from us...

    God is good... really truly He is.

Wednesday, 13 August 2008

  • Leaving, teaching, kids...

     I'm living here in SC now! I just moved down yesterday and I'm living with Paul and Amber until my apartment is ready. An excerpt from my prayer journal describes my feelings perfectly:
    "There’s so much required of me that I’m not. There’s so much I should be and am not. There’s a job out there that’s bigger then me. There’s responsibilities that are placed on my shoulders that I don’t have the wisdom or strength for. There’s lives out there that are looking to me for what I don’t have to give. I can’t do it, God... on my own. You’ve called me to teach; I’m not doubting that. But the only way i can teach is if you teach me and if you fill in what I lack so desperately...  I’m clinging to the fact that in my weakness I can be confident and strong because of your strength, Jesus!"

    I was at school all day today and just being there, preparing for this next year made me realize how excited I am about this new adventure! I can't wait to meet my five little kids and get to know them well. I already love working with Connie (we got to spend a week together up at FB) and I'm sure I'll enjoy working with Steve too.

    And now for some random pics from the last few months:

    Picnic at the park with some kids from waynesboro...

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                      A good hang out time with the three of my best friends 
                  ~Rachelle, Evie, Sherri, Me~

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    A weekend with family... good times as always!

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             Patrick and Heidi                                                                Kylan and Megan
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                            Brianna and Kristan

     Each child is living the only life he has—the only one he will ever have. The least we can do is not diminish it.
    --Bill Page

     

Saturday, 28 June 2008

  • Yeah, this is long overdue, but I have this rule of not updating unless I'm feelin' it! So there!

    June has been a crazy month but its been so good too. I really don't feel like writing alot so the pix will have to do. Had a totally awesome week with Kelly!!! Seriously, I think I missed her more this time when she left then I did when we said goodbye back in December! We had so much fun helping out at the Waynesboro VBS together... almost like doing a ministry trip again or something.

    Evie, Me and Kells hangin out before the kids came...

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    Kelly and I traded dresses... *grin*
    Hardcore Blue Guides 

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    Our 'Asian' pose

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    Bestest Friends

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    Me and my buddy Ryan

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    Me and Evie

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    This last week I taught VBS at our church. I seventeen kids in third grade... talk about a riot! I tried teaching from the book the first two nights and gave up on that because the kids weren't gettin a thing out of it anyway (and besides i was sick of yelling above the din!). So Wednesday night we made gingerbread men and decorated and baked them (demonstrating how God made all races and ethnic groups from the very same stuff... and yet how we are each uniquely made and loved by God). Yeah, there was dough everywhere, candy on the floor, gooey sticky messes everywhere but hey, the kids loved it and best of all, they totally got the point!  Sorry, no pix cuz I forgot my camera!

    I brought Ryan and Trevon out to the farm one afternoon. They loved it. Ryan has been trying to convince me to adopt him.  He weaseled his way into my heart, not quite sure how, but I think he's there to stay. I'm staying in touch with them the rest of the summer and I don't want it to stop even though I'll be moving to SC.

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    There's a whole lot i could write but honestly, I just don't feel like it. So... later!

Friday, 30 May 2008

  • I love, love, love this weather! Its so invigorating and the color that's splashed everywhere is so vibrant--blue, blue skies, greenblue mountains, dark brown earth, teeny green plants pushing through the soil, daisies popping up everywhere on the edges of the fields, freshly mown hay, the smell of honeysuckle, driving with the windows down and the wind in your face... the other evening we were coming home and I got dad to drop me off at the end of our lane so I could walk in (our lane is nearly a mile long and I love walking it). It was such a beautiful evening with the smell of freshly mown hay mingled with honeysuckle, a light breeze, and that perfect mysterious half-light between sunset and night...talk about feeling so close to God I could've almost reached out and touched Him! Something about being out in nature always does that for me. Its almost as if it cries out, "He's alive! He's real! And He's right here!"

    Things that have transpired since I last updated:
      ~ Kev and MaryAnna came down for a weekend. Good family times
      ~ Went on tour with my youth group's choir. Late nights, good music, loooonnnnnggg bus rides, fiercely      competitive Rook games, stiff necks from sleeping in cramped positions, quality bonding times!
      ~ Visited the Creation Museum while we were on tour. I wanna go back because I didn't nearly have enough time to take it all in to my satisfaction due to having to give a program that evening at a church four hours away. Its an amazing place and it was so refreshing to be in a Christian museum and not have to filter out 75% of what I read and saw!
      ~ Sewed the skirt on my new dress backwards and had to rip it all out and do it over.
      ~ Almost finished scrapbooking my pictures up to Asia! Can't wait to start on those.
      ~ Agreed to be the first grade teacher for a school in South Carolina. No, I'm not kidding you. I really am going to be moving to SC in August to teach school!  I'll be living close to Paul and Amber and I'm really excited about that. The turns life takes sometimes can be so far from what you imagined they might be....I think God loves surprises.  
     ~Got a new cell phone (very necessary!!!). 
     ~ Found out that Kelly really truly is coming to spend a week with me in less then two weeks!!!! We'll be teaching at a local VBS. Its gonna be so fun to live with you again Kelly!
     ~ Realized how soon one of my best friends is leaving me... Our youth group just had a farewell for Rachelle (she's going to be working at Penn Valley for a year) and yeah, I've known for a long time that she was leaving but it kinda became reality that night... does anybody realize how much I'm gonna miss her?!?!
     ~ Mowed hay, mowed hay, mowed hay (a job i really do enjoy)
     ~ Had a flat tire on my truck!  And got bit by a dog in the same day! Gotta love that.
     ~ And (this one hasn't happened yet and I can't waaaaiiiiitttt for it) Diane and Rachelle and I are gonna get a cabin for a night next week! Its been awhile since the three of us have done something together. So that's gonna be good!
    ...And too many other things to mention. May has been an extremely busy month.. not sure really where all it went to. June is...well, lets just say I hope nothing else is going to be planned for the month of June!

    I'll leave you all with a verse that a friend of mine text me. For some reason I've been thinking about it a lot, probably because I was so convicted by it!
    "He that covereth a transgression seeketh love. But he that repeateth a matter separateth very friends. " Proverbs 17:9.
    And how many times have I been guilty of doing just that...!

    Later ya'll!

Wednesday, 07 May 2008

  • My little munchkins...

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    Patrick Shane

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    Heidi Renae 

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    On the 9th of this month they'll be five months old! Its been so much fun watching them grow. I love being an auntie!